Why have your feelings for me changed so much, you said before you hungered for my touch and that together you and I should grow old but now all that's left is a feeling so cold. You whispered softly in my ear, while next to me in bed how glad you were to be back and thoughts of me wouldn't leave your head. What has happened to change everything you said, now I get the feeling it wouldn't matter if I was dead. I still love you deep down like I always used to but I can't take the sting of the abuse from you. It couldn't hurt more than if you threw me into a wall, your voice hurts just as much, my heart it did stall. Whatever happened to the kisses and hugs, that are replaced with short words and shrugs? Do you really see nothing wrong with us? Is it easy to dismiss our love thus? I just hope when our son is no longer a little boy, he will grow up, unlike you, and not treat women as a toy. Good-bye to you baby, I am forever gone and I hope someday, for me you'll long just so that when you come a-knocking on my door I can look at you and tell you you're not welcome anymore.
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