She's been dealt her share of troubles, sometimes the pain seems to double. She is not evil, unfair or even mean, but sometimes that isn't how it seems. She's a single mother who loves her son, but all potential mates always turn and run. She does her best to let her heart uncurl, but in the end, she is just an emotional girl. She is so full of love, afraid to let it flow, she works hard and long, and has little to show. She wants to love recklessly, without a care, but doesn't because she's been hurt and left bare. Sometimes she laughs, sometimes she cries, alot of times she does both as she slowly dies. She can't talk easily of all her pain and strife, just trying to give her son a good and full life. But sometimes at night, she lets her thoughts swirl, as she wonders, what fool would want an emotional girl? Sometimes her friends unknowingly hurt her feelings, she bites her tongue, fights tears and looks to the ceiling. Saying a silent prayer, hoping she is clearly heard, praying for love, patience, and to be understood. Sometimes she lashes randomly out in anger, fueled by frustration; her heart is in danger. Sometimes she's quiet and keeps to herself, wishing she could be the size of a tiny elf. She thinks her friends are very kind, but they have no idea what's on her mind. They open up and tell her all they dare, at least they can see she really does care. She'd like to throw caution to the wind, give love a whirl; but will there be a special man for this emotional girl? If God would only show to her her soulmate, she needs to know what's held in her Fate. Some men tell her she's pretty, witty and smart, but words do little to help them capture her heart. She has heard every claim of love known to man, all she wants is a gentle soul to hold her hand. Although she will always be a sentimental, emotional girl, if she found the right one, she'd again give love a whirl.
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