I feel as though I'm on an endless ride, it's a long, lonely one, I see no end. As if I'm strapped in tight, with no way out. It's stripping me of everything, these feelings I hide. I see you, wish I could hear you, I'm reaching for you, I just can't get to you, friend. So, here I am stuck, racing through this life, with every single new twist and turn I take, I wonder if anyone hears me cry out in pain. I'm with someone, but I can't be his wife; I used to love him so, some of it remains... although again, this heart, he's trying to break. I have to find a way off this endless ride; I'm losing my mind, heart and even my soul. I'm too scared to unbuckle, close my eyes and jump. I need to tread carefully, just to keep my pride. I don't know what to think, which way to go... but I need to reach that final goal. When will someone strong enough come to stop this? Who will be brave enough to try to save me? I know I'm a complex person, but it's how I feel. I'm longing for a deep, passionate, heart felt kiss. I miss being held close, cuddling all through the night. I hope someone shows up soon to set me free....
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